Feeling Sick

I feel sick.

And I almost wish that was all there was to it.

So much has happened since I last posted here -- I don't know where to begin.

We had a family friend over recently who dramatically changed two things in my recent past. For one thing - she encouraged me in exactly the right point that I needed encouraging -- GET THAT BOOK PUBLISHED!!!

But what I thought was amazing was that she didn't consider publishing to be an act of sending my work to a printer who then somehow accepts it and it goes around the world - she meant something even more efficient, and I really have no idea why I was blinded for so long not to do it. Perhaps it was the hope that I may still have the chance of a lazy life where I could actually earn money by sitting down and writing - ha! as if!

So I have finally come to a conclusion that I am going on the web. I have already created my website - I have spent hours online, listening to tutorials and what not. The only reason that people aren't reading my stuff right now is that the stupid program that I'm using sent me an incorrect code to publish my stuff online, so I have to wait patiently for another one.

So stay tuned for my online book website, featuring:

By the new unknown author going under the pseudonym:


But the other way my recent life has been changed by our friend's visit is by the Robin Hood series. She left them for me to watch, and I have found that in my sick invalid state, I can do nothing but sit and stare at my beloved children: the characters of Robin Hood. I LOVE them all. I have discovered recently that movies with 4 main characters really draw me in. Weird... there must be some phycology behind this.
What can I say? Richard Armitage from North and South is in it ^-^

Uploaded

I finally got round to uploading and editing some of my pics:

This is Raoul and Christine from Phantom of the Opera. I know their faces suck - Raoul looks like he has no nose and Christine looks about 10 years old, but it was more a study on clothing.
This is a picture of me i got from a photo - i was just testing out my realistic-drawing skills... it turned out MUCH better than i thought it was, it's just that the mouth is too wide... otherwise - cool!!!This some-what unflattering picture is still quite good by my standards. I have no idea what my hair was doing that day... going a bit crazy...

anyway, then i decided just for fun id re-draw them as manga characters!! so this is how they turned out - a little random, but interesting!:

Quite Uninspired

I feel quite uninspired right now.

I drew some pictures recently of me from photos, and they actually turned out pretty good, and ive uploaded them, except our stupid printer can hardly pick up anything so you can hardly see it... ill try fiddlying on GIMP and see what i can do...

anyway, writing - which used to give me so much joy in the past, and would keep me going through the days with the prospect of writing more of my trilogy - gives me little pleasure now. My characters and unbelievable and i find it hard to get my ideas onto a page without making it all sound corny. so im having many problems right now.

Im feeling a little out of it actually -- i need something exciting to happen -- like when my fam came over yesterday!

I think my problem is that I just miss the joy of writing my Tales of Doria trilogy, and now that im done ppl read it and think its pretty boring, and that makes me feel depressed... :(