Drained and Memories

I feel drained of interest. All my life I have had time to read, write, draw, play outside, visit friends, watch movies, play computer games and relax. This year, even though I get home earlier than normal, I have felt I never ever have time for anything. And then when it is the weekend with spare time, I shrivel up and want to be thrown back into the world of school or church where I can't ever think but follow routines and instincts. So I have hardly produced anything this year worth while.

So I want time, but when I get it I just can't use it.

I feel rather annoyed too, as I have ruined for myself that three of my favourite characters from the Robin Hood series die. One I have already seen at the end of season 2, but in season 3 I have accidently read the deaths of two more key characters. Humph!!

I have been writing up my memories from Primary School and High school. These are some funny moments from my writings:

Kindergarten:
Show and tell was a very important part of Kindergarten for a number of reasons:
* The person who would bring in the most interesting thing would be quite popular for the rest of the day.
* If you have been good all day then the teacher will chose you to sit on the table during it and look out for the person paying the most attention (In other words, your best friend). This was a great honour for you were publicly the teacher’s favourite.
* If you payed a lot of attention and you were picked you receive a lolly.
* There is a vote at the end and the person who receives the most votes for an interesting speech gets their object drawn into ‘the book of interesting show and tells’.

A large problem in Kindergarten was the toilets. There were only about 10 to share among 2 classes of 30 after every Lunch and Recess. And of course, everybody had their favourite cubical. I remember I only ever went in the second last on the right but one day I went in and there was the biggest spider I have ever seen on the door and I rushed out screaming. I never went in it again.

Year 5
There was a mass food trading going on in this year. Usually what was in your lunch box was not what you ended up eating. I would always bring a doughnut to school. I got sick of having all my friends talking about it. Sometimes I think back and I think that the reason so many people clumped around me was mainly because of the delicious nice food mum always packed for me. Doughnuts, Vegemite rolls, fruit sticks, popcorn, poppers, chocolate bars and lots more. I had a thing where almost every lunch I would give Jessica Lesson my popcorn packet and she’d give me a packet of salt and vinegar chips. People soon caught on and tried bringing S & V packets to school to trade but me and Jessica had a deal.

Year 6
Game Name: The Cell game
Description: Started when Kiera was being silly and pretended to be a teacher and made us all ‘stand in the corner’. She then put us in jail so we were all allocated a ‘cell’. Eventually, the game evolved into a game where one person was the ‘door’, one was the jailer and all the rest were residents of a hotel/jail. We had to give our passwords to the door to access our apartment (a slab of concrete between two lines). If we were naughty, the jailer would put us in the jail. Of course, the whole game was played in an out-of-bounds area.

Then, of course, there was the tambourine. Whenever we were talking too loud or the teacher needed our attention she would ring it. When she was angry at someone, she struck it onto the table in front of them, making everyone jump or even scream. Some people were in tears because it was so scary. Eventually, she broke it and got something like a single key of a xylophone and donged it instead

Another great memory is another game we made up that didn’t really have a name. It started when I looked through Zoe’s notepad and found she’d designed the front of it to resemble a mobile phone. I thought it was cool and copied her. Soon everyone was. Then I started making myself a paper laptop. Soon, it developed into a huge paper game behind the teacher’s back to be done when her lessons were getting tedious. I had a pet shop and made paper animals. I also made mobile phones. Kiera had a food shop; Amy changed her shop many times; Zoe was banker and Annika made Laptops/computer games. We used pretend ‘checks’ rather than money that had to have the banker’s signature to be valid. (this was because at first everyone made their own checks for things like $1 000 000

Year 7
We did a literacy reading circle this year. My first. We were separated into groups and every group read a separate book. I think we had me, Amy, Jess and one or two others... and we read the worst book in the world. The Incredible Journey. At the end we had to present our book to the class so we did a game-show where the conclusion was Amy being asked what she would re-name the book if she could, and she said: “The Incredibly Boring Journey”. We all shared this opinion.

Slow progression

I actually had the chance to sit down and write some more recently. I was so proud of myself! But just when I was getting back into the swing of writing, our computer decides it hates us again and won't let us access any internet or documents. So I can't write any more... or continue any of my 3 assignments due next week!!!! So I have to revert back to using Dad's laptop AGAIN.

I'm in the process of writing a short-ish story based on some ideas I got from the Japanese mini-series called Princess Tutu which I was watching recently. The idea of charcters being inside a story, and finding a way out of it into reality. Pretty random... anyway...

I'm STILL editing my Emeralds in the Tower story that's going on www.elizabethdanara.mysite.com though. It's a very long process. I need to start advertising that soon... I made a whole load of advertisements for it :D

I've been watching a musical on youtube recently called "A Very Potter Musical". It is extreamly funny in some parts, and just stupid and dumb in others, so if I keep watching for a while I'm bound to come across a good bit that makes it worth watching :)

Going online

elizabethdanara.mysite.com

who on earth could this mysterious new author be??


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That would be me.


PLEASE come and read my stuff!!!! I'm despirate!!!
Hardly anyone's commenting!!


It's really hard uploading things as im a very slow editor and the computer seems to reject me copying and pasting my story now... hmmmmm...

anyway, I spending a nice quite holiday in Melbourne. I swore I would not touch the internet for the whole two weeks - but my mum thought i looked board and let me on the computer for games, and hasn't worked out im on the internet yet.... id better go!!

Feeling Sick

I feel sick.

And I almost wish that was all there was to it.

So much has happened since I last posted here -- I don't know where to begin.

We had a family friend over recently who dramatically changed two things in my recent past. For one thing - she encouraged me in exactly the right point that I needed encouraging -- GET THAT BOOK PUBLISHED!!!

But what I thought was amazing was that she didn't consider publishing to be an act of sending my work to a printer who then somehow accepts it and it goes around the world - she meant something even more efficient, and I really have no idea why I was blinded for so long not to do it. Perhaps it was the hope that I may still have the chance of a lazy life where I could actually earn money by sitting down and writing - ha! as if!

So I have finally come to a conclusion that I am going on the web. I have already created my website - I have spent hours online, listening to tutorials and what not. The only reason that people aren't reading my stuff right now is that the stupid program that I'm using sent me an incorrect code to publish my stuff online, so I have to wait patiently for another one.

So stay tuned for my online book website, featuring:

By the new unknown author going under the pseudonym:


But the other way my recent life has been changed by our friend's visit is by the Robin Hood series. She left them for me to watch, and I have found that in my sick invalid state, I can do nothing but sit and stare at my beloved children: the characters of Robin Hood. I LOVE them all. I have discovered recently that movies with 4 main characters really draw me in. Weird... there must be some phycology behind this.
What can I say? Richard Armitage from North and South is in it ^-^

Uploaded

I finally got round to uploading and editing some of my pics:

This is Raoul and Christine from Phantom of the Opera. I know their faces suck - Raoul looks like he has no nose and Christine looks about 10 years old, but it was more a study on clothing.
This is a picture of me i got from a photo - i was just testing out my realistic-drawing skills... it turned out MUCH better than i thought it was, it's just that the mouth is too wide... otherwise - cool!!!This some-what unflattering picture is still quite good by my standards. I have no idea what my hair was doing that day... going a bit crazy...

anyway, then i decided just for fun id re-draw them as manga characters!! so this is how they turned out - a little random, but interesting!:

Quite Uninspired

I feel quite uninspired right now.

I drew some pictures recently of me from photos, and they actually turned out pretty good, and ive uploaded them, except our stupid printer can hardly pick up anything so you can hardly see it... ill try fiddlying on GIMP and see what i can do...

anyway, writing - which used to give me so much joy in the past, and would keep me going through the days with the prospect of writing more of my trilogy - gives me little pleasure now. My characters and unbelievable and i find it hard to get my ideas onto a page without making it all sound corny. so im having many problems right now.

Im feeling a little out of it actually -- i need something exciting to happen -- like when my fam came over yesterday!

I think my problem is that I just miss the joy of writing my Tales of Doria trilogy, and now that im done ppl read it and think its pretty boring, and that makes me feel depressed... :(

Mother's Day

I decided it was high time to make some hand-made gifts again -- so i made one for my mum for mothers' day!



I think it's rather cute - although it's a bit random and the writing is off-centre - but ah well!!